外围体育投注Family decided to show up on my front door unannounced, wanted to call off the feud and brought my nieces and nephews (approx 5-8 years old) along for sympathy points. I bought it, brought them in and those kids decided to be funny to poke around my room within 3 minutes and started asking about the boxes of diapers next to my bed. So I educated them about my disability and figured it would solve that problem.
外围体育投注Until these idiots decided to pull the shittest pranks like dropping water on my lap, laughed at me with their stupid phones then one idiot decided to be clever hide in my closet to "scare" while i was halfway cleaning and changing ALL FOR THEIR TIKTOK CHANNELS POPULARITY.
"Hey, kids are being kids. Dont take this too seriously" Oh dear god, give me a break. You parent them poorly that they disrespected and taking advantage to humiliate others for a joke?
外围体育投注This is it, im done with this family for good, they are now officially cut out from my life.
Right now due to corona and work cutbacks, my husband is making about $800 less per month than last year. Just realized that I’m nearly out of night time supplies, and even though Rearz is having a pretty good sale, $65 for each case of diapers is just so much money! My meds already cost us $300 a month, plus a $200 doctor visit each month... We can barely afford rent, let alone food. I feel like such a burden to my husband as he works two jobs just to support my handicapped ass. I just don’t know anymore...
外围体育投注I have dealt with this issue all my life some periods more dry than others. Nowadays I go a month or few months between incidents but it still happens. I recently had an ex tell people that I still wet the bed. That destroyed me and thinking about it keeps me up at night. I'm considered attractive not that that really matters but I feel extra ashamed about this secret I have that people are using as a weapon against me. How do you guys cope? I'm really, really hurt that someone would try to hurt me using that information. It's hard to put into words.
外围体育投注So I had this exam today at the hospital where I had to go through general anesthesia and well, I woke up soaked... It was really really embarrassing, I didn’t even have other clothes. But the problem doesn’t end there, wen I got home I went to sleep a little and guess what, I woke up wet again. 🤦♂️ Do you guys think this is normal? Should I be worried or tell someone?
外围体育投注Hey guys, I really needed to rant about something that I’ve been thinking about all week. So I came across a video of a girl talking about how she finally orgasmed for the first time a year after her bottom surgery. And it just made me so depressed. I have a medical condition called “epispadias”. The female version from my understanding is a shortened urethra so I have no bladder control. I’ve always worn diapers and I have a huge scar where my clitoris should be. I’m 21 and have never had an orgasm and my vaginal hole doesn’t open up properly so sex can be painful If I’m sober. To be honest that video made me so upset. If doctors can reconstruct a penis into a vagina and have it function properly with pee, poop, and orgasms then why can’t they fix me???? I have no anger towards trans people in any way. I support everyone’s decision to live the life they wanna live. And i wish i could do the same. But it just feels unfair sometimes. I just want to be normal. My life revolves around my condition and I always have to worry about changing, leaking, and how expensive it is. The last time I saw a specialist at 15 he told me he hopes they have a cure by the time he retired. Now I don’t have insurance and couldn’t afford to go again even if I wanted to.
Anyway thanks for reading if you got this far. If you have any advice or thoughts I’d love to hear it but this was just to get my feelings out since I can’t really tell anyone else.